Guess I ought to give a run down of what is going on with me.
No net at home currently. Should have it by next week. *crosses fingers*
Tomorrow night is my first "official" night working Howl O Scream this year.
The site for that is www.houseofvayne.com
Feel free to check it out. The house I will be in this year is Delta Epsilon Delta. :D
Money is tight so been having to cut things out. That should change soon.
Working with a friend now on a video game idea. Fun to see where that goes.
VR isn't holding much to my attention at this point in time. I check in to see if my friends are alive and such. Most messages I don't respond too. Mainly because I don't see a need. Especially from strangers.
Erm...Relationship wise I'm doing awesome. Still in that odd state of being single and yet being taken. That won't change in the near future. :3
Sean will be coming down to see me in October. We feel him coming to Florida would be much easier on my health then me flying to Minnesota. I have to agree.
Um...that is pretty much it. :/
Moving forward. ^^
Started up on Livejournal. I figure I need a place to let loose that isn't VR.
There are just somethings I can't say here. Not site related things. Just things I am uncomfortable talking about here.
I guess if you want to know my LJ link shoot me a message or comment.
I would like to keep it fairly quiet so that people that I want to stay out of my life, do.
I sit here thinking about you.
Wondering if I'm going to drive you away at the sight of me.
Staring at a picture of you. I mentally trace the contours of your face. They are etched in my mind. Never to fade away.
The tears well up. I know deep down I am bad for you. I know what I have done in the past and I don't want to hurt you.
I ask myself, would you have me like this?
Imperfect?
Battered?
Crazy?
I guess I'll never know. I can never bring myself to ask you...
Or if I do you can't seem to answer.
:/
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I know the feeling of this
Sometime our own ideals of perfection are so flawed that they keep us from experiencing life as we should. Embrace the emotion and see where it takes you, because the true perfection is so beautifully flawed.
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sahahria
17:15 Aug 30 2009
*bring something shiny to occupy your time for a brief moment* :)